IM JUST ME

2010-02-27T17:46:00.002+08:00

15.10.2009 - 26.2.2010

我的故事已画下句点了

我爱你

2010-02-23T23:46:00.002+08:00

recently quite busy
everyone busy doing all those assignments
i have damn a lot problems about photoshop
movie maker as well
last minute work =.=

my appetite still not that good

好久都没听到那些字了
真的很想知道为什么

今天，
从朋友口中听到
“更上一层楼”
令我突然想起当时的我们
我还记得
“我们的字典”里
藏有几个有意思的词
还记得吗？
我还特地把它们记在日记簿里

i miss you

在学习中慢慢适应

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-02-21T14:05:00.002+08:00

back from hometown
these few days dont have the appetite to eat

college tomorrow
i do nothing for my assignments
going to die soon

are you guys enjoy CNY?

i miss my dear
i miss all my babes

i wish i can shout as loud as i can
i wish i can throw every bad things far away from me
i wish i still have a chance

im learning bit to bit
i do care everything

xoxo
jenny

adios

LONG JOURNEY

2010-02-17T21:10:00.003+08:00

不管怎样
都会逼自己慢慢学习

每个人爱人的方式都不一样
只是用不同的方式去表达而已

我明白
我了解
我体谅
只要你开心就好
我就是喜欢你的哈哈大笑

两个人能在一起
是一种难得的缘分
也是命中注定的
好好珍惜现在所拥有的一切
别等到失去后才后悔

自从有了blog之后，
很久很久都没写我的日记了
还蛮想念它的
回家后，我一定要找它出来
嘻嘻。。。

这几天的天气
真的热死人了！
今天我也不懂自己冲了多少次的凉
但到了傍晚，
终于下了一下下的雨
超短暂的雨 =.=
雨后总是会天晴的
我还看到了彩虹

仔细聆听“三个愿望 by 梁文音”
我会努力练唱
下次唱给你听 <3

我真的真的很想念你
希望你也一样

us with one heart

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-02-16T21:46:00.003+08:00

currently at my aunty's house

manage to online a little while

totally don have the appetite to eat

not even have the mood to open my mouth to talk

talked not over 20 sentences per day =.=

this year's CNY was so boring

all my relatives not even have the mood to gamble

i have no idea why =.=

before CNY

i was planned to do my short clip during this one week break

but,

i noticed i do not know how to use the movie maker in my lappie

whole day keep finding the source to solve it

but failed!

everyone at my hometown do not know what is that =.=

okay fine.

i will ask for help when im back to subang :(

my mood was just totally DOWN!

xiao yi,

thanks.

i will remember what you have told me just now

i think i know what should i do

just hopefully i can go through it

learn to be stronger on every challenge but not give up easily

L.O.V.E

is all about toleration

L.O.V.E

is all about forgiveness

L.O.V.E

is all about me and you

all because i care

xoxo

jenny

adios

2010-02-15T17:30:00.001+08:00

no matter how hard is it,
i will prove it

im deeply hurt seriously

happy anniversary dear

bye

2010-02-13T13:22:00.001+08:00

reached hometown

im seriously down :'(

and i miss you lots

bye

ONE STEP BY ONE STEP

2010-02-12T21:48:00.002+08:00

group picture on my early bday celebration
found it from somewhere

going back to hometown tomorrow

im.just.so.tired. :(

love cupid hold us tightly

xoxo
jenny

adios

EMPTY

2010-02-11T21:19:00.003+08:00

im just so useless
i did so much,but turns out nothing

sacrifices with zero appreciation

these few days was busy about the video shooting
so stressful
its not easy to do a director
even a good camera man/girl
going to edit my video during this one week holiday
but i need someone to teach me movie maker :(

going back to my hometown this saturday
balik for one week some more =.=
im so gonna miss my dear so much :'(
this week was keep finding chances to meet him more
before i go back to hometown
*ponteng my class coz of that too*
but....................

"a LIE need plenty of lies to complete it"
touch your heart and ask yourself
cant you just treat people with your TRULY heart?
especially your beloved ones
wont you feel bad or guilty to lie a person which treat you nicely?

say i love you when you really mean it
show out when you really angry
tell out when you are moody
share out when you are happy
make it when you have promised
appreciate when you are being love
dont ever let go when you are having it
until the last breathe

turning back is the most stupid thing in the world
moving forward to the future

up and down is my thermometer for these few days

can you feel me?

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-02-08T19:37:00.002+08:00

fried kuey teow as breakfast from dear
watched the taiwan show at my house with him
the show quite nice
but too sad lar,
i don have that channel for my astro package =.=

marketing test one tomorrow

done everything for my new wardrobe

im your only one ♥

xoxo
jenny

adios

UNDERSTANDING

2010-02-06T21:49:00.005+08:00

im happy :D
my dear like the v's present
went pyramid
dint watch movie coz don feel like watching movie today
so we....
eat
shop
chat
play
laugh
and camwhore :D

chinese new year is around the corner
are you guys ready?

went college to watched CNY event last night
that event was AWESOME!
amazing performances which i love...

-lion dance
-dragon dance glow in dark
-the only female face changer in M'sia
-astro battle ground "cartoon network"
-Ryan from astro singing competition 2009

stupid me forgotten to bring my camera =.=

you know you love me that much ♥

xoxo
jenny

adios

APPRECIATION

2010-02-04T20:18:00.003+08:00

went pyramid during break time
searched some stuffs for the special day *winks*
all of us was so busy talking about "LALA"
how they wear for outing
what they will wear
what pose they will do when taking pictures
and lots more...
very funny =D

half way for valentine's present now :)
quite nervous
coz was my very first time do my preparation on the v's present
with fully heart

marketing test one on next tuesday
and i still don have the study mood =.=
video shooting next week
first time doing it
hopefully the result wont be that bad

when you look me in the eyes♥

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-02-03T21:14:00.003+08:00

my dear is sick
really hope he will recover very soon
im worrying him
and,
i miss him so badly :'(

its just not in mood to do everything now :(

bye

2010-02-03T19:09:00.000+08:00

idiot!

T_T

TURNING TO BE BETTER

2010-02-02T21:43:00.004+08:00

with baby bonnie :)

lunch with the girls at PizzaHut
first time in this semester
all of them was planning what kind of activities should do
for the coming penang trip
so sad lar
i cant join you guys :(

forgotten to charge my phone today :(

wore my new bought baby pink mary jane today :)

super duper miss my beloved dear :'(

im a big girl
i shouldn't keep using the same way to face everything
walking up step by step
learning bit by bit
even just a little or a very small step
it still moving on
maybe will feel a bit uncomfortable at the starting point
but im trying

ngjiacheng,
i cinta you
i really do
from my truly heart
only for you
and always will do
♥

拥抱属于我的你

xoxo
jenny

adios

YOU'LL WITH ME

2010-02-01T19:50:00.003+08:00

i had a very bad dream last night
dropped my tears coz of that dream
it really turned my mood down
i know its stupid
but it just so uncontrollable

lunch with dear,darling leeyen and meimei
at pappa rich

take one

take two

take three

take four

them with their new hair style and hair colour

another assignment came out today
-make a movie poster by using photoshop

dont have the mood to write more

认真翻词典寻找属于我们的永远

xoxo
jenny

adios

FOR HER

2010-01-31T21:19:00.002+08:00

this is my beloved darling
VENNY HO LEE YEN

i just dont know why
today damn fucking miss her
super miss her sexy voice
and i called her don know how many times
just to hear her voice

darling,
i love you more than i can say
*but of course my dear is the most lar XD*

my heart beats increasing whenever i talk to you
awwww~~

okay,
i don know what else should write already
my brain does not work as good as ytd
lol

ciao!

TEEHEE

2010-01-31T14:37:00.002+08:00

Bak Kut Teh as my breakfast with my family :)
long time din have breakfast with them already
all bcoz....
every sunday i will only wake up when the sun up to the sky
every time i woke up, they already came back from breakfast
lol

went to parade
bought some shorts
and crocs shoes
coz having promotion
:D

saw khai venn's latest album
its snowing!!
how wish i could play with the snow :(

last day of january
stepping into february
(the valentines month
+
chinese new year month)

im going back to my hometown one week :(
siennnn...
first day of CNY = Valentines day
=.=
i have no idea what to prepare for his valentines present :(

how you guys going to spend your valentines day?
wish you guys have a very sweet time with your beloved one :)

honey hubby ♥

all because you loved me

xoxo
jenny

adios

RASA SAYANG

2010-01-30T21:57:00.005+08:00

went One Utama with dear today
30 minutes plus just to find the parking
my mood turned so bad
and my stomach was starving
the people was like......
omg!
"people mountain people sea" (in chinese)
it spoiled my shopping mood

went to dear's house after that
finally meet up with Brandy (dear's dog)
so long din see her already
kinda miss her :)

brandy and wisky

this look make me recalled one of the picture
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

LOL XD

hmmmm
i think i should start my revision for the coming test
and the assigments
aiks~!
but,
i still don have the mood to do that
can someone push me?
=.=

i love the way you kissed me

xoxo
jenny

adios

GOTTA FEELING

2010-01-29T21:09:00.007+08:00

bak kut teh at sentosa with the girls
darling leeyen's new look

dato tan!
finally meet up with him :)

lazy to write today =.=

im a human
and im a girl
i have feeling too

how much i need you beside me
do you know that?

xoxo
jenny

adios

MERRY-GO-ROUND

2010-01-28T20:03:00.003+08:00

nando's as lunch :)
meet up with the long-lost-simon-heng
enjoyed the time with him
laughed non stop
until peoples surrounding keep starred at us
lol

went to garden which near by my house

take one

take two

tomorrow morning gonna meet up my darling leeyen
with her new dyed hair colour :)
im waiting....

im so sorry
coz couldn't join you guys for the new year penang trip
hope you guys enjoy at there
but remember to take more pictures
and bungkus penang laksa :D

我喜欢想念你
那已成为我每天的爱好

xoxo
jenny

adios

LIGHT UP MY LIFE

2010-01-27T20:41:00.003+08:00

breakfast at old town with darling leeyen

syok sendiri XD

bla bla bla~
lol

digital image editing in computer lab
edit pictures by using photoshop
and this are my result
LOL

my picture
muaahaahaa~ XD

with pizza hut
the happy-go-lucky guy
my mood will turn super good whenever meet up with him
he is a very nice friend :)

its really hard for me to face all these things
dear asked me not to care so much
but......
:(
just make sure myself wont get any hurt from someone
self-protection!

hug me tight and turn a big big round
will you?

xoxo
jenny

adios

A LITTLE BIT LONGER

2010-01-26T20:14:00.007+08:00

marketing class(10am) canceled
next class at 4pm
6 hours kosong =.=
so,
we went to redbox
since we have the free head charge coupons :)

IT assignment out!
but i think its easier than sem one
hopefully i can do well :)

finally got my bday pictures from yeheng
took by his professional "big wife"

no comment about these candid shot =.=

享受与你的零距离
听到了你的呼吸声

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-01-25T18:46:00.002+08:00

got this email from a friend
i think its really meaningful :)

一个男孩的心声：

当你脱下她衣服裤子的同时,你就要负责让她为你穿上婚纱。

我是男孩,我理解男孩的心情,我也知道在青春期的时候,

我们对女孩,尤其是自己的女友充满了好奇。

并且我们都在自己的内心里想过要偷尝禁果。

于是，我们会对自己的女友说出自己的想法,甚到提出性要求。

而女孩呢,说真的，

当女孩真的爱上男孩的时候，

是愿意为男孩做任何的事情。

她们为了满足她们心爱男孩的需要，为了不让心爱的男友失望，

尽管她们的心里充满恐惧，一些女孩还是会答应男友的要求。

我想知道的是在发生性关系的时候有多少男孩注意过自己的女孩的表情？

在要发生的那一刻，她们脸上表现出来的多半是害怕，焦虑和不安，

并不是满足和欲望！

在这个时候的我们男孩又在注意什么呢？

我们有没有注意到她们的表情？

有没有想过她们当时的心里的感受？

我说了我也是男孩。

因此，我知道，在那个时候我们最想做的就是让自己的欲望得到发泄，

让自己很久的愿望得到实现。

曾经我也和很多人一样，想要和自己爱的女孩发生那样的关系，

并且向她提出了我的要求，像我说的那样她答应了。

我知道当时的她并不知道那意味着什么，

也不知道究竟要发生些什么。

我猜当时的她只知道：＂这是我男友的愿望，是他想要的，我就要满足他，只要他高兴就好。”

女孩真的没有想过其他的事情。

就在我要进入她的身体的时候，我抬起头看了她一眼，

当我看到她那双无辜的眼睛紧紧的闭着的时候，

我突然发现自己是那么的禽兽不如，

难道我曾经对她说过的那些海誓山盟，许下的那些誓言，

通通都是在骗她吗? 我真的爱她吗?　

我感觉得到她在发抖,

我知道她很害怕,

于是我轻轻的爬在她的耳边问了她一句：＂你害怕吗？＂

她睁开眼睛看着我，我看得到她的泪，

她点点头, 接着我又说了一句：＂那我们还是不要做了."

我又再一次看到了，

我爱的她美丽的笑容，她抱住了我开心的说了一句：＂我爱你！＂

我突然间觉得很开心，很快乐，

这些通通胜过了满足我的欲望所能得到的快乐，

我发现那个也并不是很重要了，我还有更重要的，

那就是她，我最爱的宝贝。

我说我的故事只是想说一点，

当女孩爱上男孩的时候，

她们愿意为我们做任何的事情，付出任何的代价而且也不会后悔，

但是，我们做为男人是不是也应该为她们做一点事情？

学会爱护她们、尊重她们、关心她们，也让她们为拥有我们真的爱开心呢！

男孩子，你们听见了吗？

had a short ghost film for today's class
was fun :)

everyday with you is the best valentines for me

2010-01-23T17:50:00.012+08:00

friday...
let the pictures do the talking
coz im lazy....
=.=

justin with his camera

sleepy baby bonnie

aileena

photogenic june

meimei's hair which did by darling leeyen

on the way to station one

Issac singing
finally saw him in real person

and today...
went to watched movie with my dear
"Tiger Woohoo"

8/10

must watch it! :D

tv production's assignments out!
-individual assignment (short clip)
-2 persons in a group (music video)
-4 persons in a group (short film)

i need help~~
dying very soon!! :(

i think my appetite coming back :)

human are really unpredictable
YOU are so dangerous and disgusting
yucks~~!

我觉得我们的距离越来越近了

xoxo
jenny

adios

SARANGHEIYO

2010-01-21T18:30:00.011+08:00

some pictures of yesterday...

edited by
celine tan

took by charlyn

the girls of the day
was having tv production class :)
take 1...

take 2...

and for today...

busy doing some homework

rajin sial
LOL

my gold mary jane :)

this is what we always do while having class
:D

lunch with my dear at Swensen after that

his

mine

having IT class
and everyone was facebook-ing
this is what the students WILL do when having class in computer lab

my baby bonnie

darling leeyen

hau neng (we call him neng neng)
and aileena

im happy today :)

and i miss dear so much!!!

你已偷走我那玻璃型的心
记得要好好照顾哦
<3

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-01-20T19:13:00.002+08:00

went to pyramid for our lunch at full house
meet up with pizza hut after that
thanks to him
he brought happiness to all of us
we was like laughing non stop from the beginning until end
i was wonder why he can be so optimistic
how wish i could be like him
even half of him also enough

不懂是好还是坏
只是觉得很不习惯
也许是时候长大了吧
我在乎你的所有一切
也很在乎所有关系我们的一切
虽然有时真的很伤
但无论如何
我都会一直在你左右
只要你开心
我已满足了
我们一起努力建立那心中的桥梁吧

伍嘉诚
我爱你

觉得心真的很痛

xoxo
jenny

adios

THE VERY FIRST PASSENGER

2010-01-19T20:48:00.004+08:00

4 hours break
on the way out to sunway from ss15
then,
ahkit's car had broke down
and guess what,

my darling leeyen drove us to pyramid
weeeeeeee~!
her brand new baby myvi had reached yesterday
and three of us
-me
-celine
-meimei
was her very first passenger :)
honestly,
her driving skills had improved
keep it up darling
always ready to fetch us out!!
:D

my darling driving
heehee..:)

meimei and ahkit
was waiting his friend to come to settle his car

im talking with my dear
and they took my pic
=.=

first time payed my 80% attention
in the IT class
i preferred current lecturer
much more than the previous one =.=

currently video call with bonnie
haahaa....:D

i want to watch movie!!!!!
:(

i super miss my dear <3

雨后才会有彩虹

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-01-17T14:29:00.002+08:00

don have any appetite recently
i have no idea about it
yesterday only ate one meal =.=

im happy
coz i've learned something from the others
thanks uncle mike (my crocs manager)

there are some problems between me and my dear recently
but after a talk
we felt so much better
maybe this is a test for both of us
but i believe
as long as our heart always be together
nothing will gonna affect us
indeed,
it will make our relationship stronger than previous
because we do care everything about each other
i wont give up or feel any regret to be with you
and,
it make me more appreciate what im having now
included you

to my dearest ngjiacheng,
im sorry for everything
i mean my stubbornness
my jealousy
my negative thinking
my sensitiveness
i know you will always forgive me and wont blame me
all because you love me
i know. i really know.
but i hope you will scold me whenever i have did anything wrong or over
and,
i've made myself a promise
"i wont ever let my past to influence us anymore"
"goodbye to my terrible past forever"

i love you
ngjiacheng
<3

hold me tight
don't ever let me go

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-01-16T16:16:00.003+08:00

found these two pictures
last year with all the Stact Club members
but now,
one by one is going to fly to overseas for further studies

inti ball 2009

charity drive event 2009

finally meet up with dear :)
im happy :)
we watched "old dogs"

8.5/10

some parts are really very funny
:D

i like this part
so cute.... :)

说了出来
感觉真的松了一口气
那并不是吵架
只是在解决问题
我们会一直手牵着手
面对所有的难题
未来还在等待着我们
我爱你

falling deeper and deeper on you

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-01-15T18:53:00.003+08:00

tv production quite fun today
i've learned to set up the camera and learned some functions of it
marketing was quite interesting
no comment for the retake subject (information technology) =.=

thanks charlyn
thanks jason and ah ming for making me laugh today

chua zhen thak
going to USA tonight
ah thak!!!
take care all the way...
we will miss you
STACT CLUB either :)

happy anniversary my dear ngjiacheng
i love you <3

我恨自己
我又掉泪了

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-01-14T20:09:00.003+08:00

period pain like shit
having a little fever
mood damn bad :(

i miss my dear so much :(
wish to see you :(

全因为我太爱你了
你明白吗

xoxo
jenny

adios

19TH BDAY SECOND ROUND

2010-01-13T19:53:00.013+08:00

bday cake from parents
my favourite cake
-chocolates indulgence :)

tuesday 12.1.2010
they gave me another surprise while having fun time at Neway
-darling leeyen
-babe charlyn
-meimei
-celine
-veronica
<3

pictures do the talking
im lazy =.=

dinner time
will all my close friends (secondary + college)
at sunway hok seng steamboat
-my dear
-darling leeyen
-meimei
-babe suewern
-babe veronica
-yeheng
-ah gan
-jason
-golden friend yaufai
-bonnie
-sharon
-xiaomin
-meikuan
-weiling
-jessica
-suetzhe
-sze szen
-pearly
-wengleong
-engchun
-tommy
-justin
-vivern

thanks! <3

my beloved girls!

black forest <3
which made by my golden friend
wong yau fai

thanks so much!!
the cake was so nice :)

the boys which always make me laugh :D
i really miss form 5
playing around in the class like monkey

tommy
friend since standard one :)

super not in mood today
fuck!!

i miss you so badly
i need you so badly either
T_T

真的好想好想紧紧地抱你一辈子

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-01-11T20:21:00.003+08:00

nothing much today

i very miss my ngjiacheng :(

我已习惯你的存在
我已习惯一直粘着你
想念你也变成我的习惯
你的存在已变成我生活中的一半了

xoxo
jenny

adios

今晚的心情

2010-01-10T22:13:00.006+08:00

犹豫要在这里诉说我的心情
还是对我的日记簿说
最后还是选择了这里

最近
脑海中一直浮现
“永远” 和 “一辈子” 这两个字
你告诉我
从来都不相信它们
不知怎么了
心会痛了一下
实在的，
和你在一起后
我发觉我越来越在意这两个字
也许是因为曾经受过的伤痛
感觉极度害怕
好想好想得到一个肯定的承诺
而这个承诺，
也许会安抚我那整天提心吊胆的心
我知道一旦我说出来了
你们一定决定我很幼稚
有谁是不想和自己心爱的人共渡一生的？
有谁会想一次再一次的受伤？
有谁不希望有个肩膀能一辈子依靠?
有谁会受得了被自己最心爱的人背叛？
有谁会不希望被自己爱的人疼爱保护迁就照顾？
再怎么努力装做坚强的我
还是永远掩饰不了自己脆弱的一面
想真正地走进内心世界
其实是很容易的
全在于那颗 “心”
爱一个人是用心
而不是为了要得到回报
才去爱人

从开始牵起手的那一秒
就不要感觉有一丝的后悔
既然决定在一起了
那就要好好把握和珍惜
准备一直牵到最后一秒
即使中途会有很大颗的石头
都不能放弃
牵着手一起努力地移开那石头
就算双手流满了血
只要双手还紧紧地握着对方
那流血的痛都不是问题

一旦陷入感情中的我
一定会越陷越深
一秒比一秒地还要更深
不管值不值得
愿意付出所有
我不会让你知道我到底牺牲多少
掉了多少的眼泪
受了多少的委屈
一句 “我永远爱你”
都已足够了

心情感觉很复杂
但我却能用简单的字来诉说
我真的很想永远和你在一起。。。

我知道 “永远” 这种事
谁都不能决定
但是我却相信
若两个人的心是真诚的
不管再大的风雨
始终都影响不到
若两个人的心不是真诚的
所有事情都是假的

有时很希望能拥有一个简简单单的头脑
但谁叫我生来就是这样

爱一个人不是就是爱她/他的一切吗？
那为什么有些人会要对方改这些改那些？
还是，
爱一个人，
会自然而然地为她/他而改变？

你会不会为了我做出一个肯定的承诺？
你会不会陪伴我牵着我的手一直走到尽头？

晚安

恬晶上

MY LOVES <3

2010-01-10T11:12:00.008+08:00

so random...
the reflection of my sis =.=

last night,

had my early bday celebration with my beloved friends
at sunway station one

before going out
took by my sis

syok sendiri

chun kiat
thanks for fetching us
:)

camwhore with meimei while waiting the others

the white ones

another bday babe veronica with celine

vero.celine.darling leeyen.

another bday girl
Bonnie

my lovely girls

the bday girls
:D

chunkiat.me.pizzahut.

lansi faces
lol

last night station one was full like shit weih
and i saw a lot of college mates too

leeyen went out for phone call
celine went out to find parking coz her car had blocked the other car
dear went out coz her mum was calling
then i just keep chit chat and play with my girls
then,
sharon ask me find leeyen
coz some of them wanted to go back home ealier
so wanted to take the cake out earlier
i called leeyen
she said :"darling,i call back you later coz got something happen to ray,"
10 minutes later....
sharon and i went out to find her
called her NONSTOP
we even call my dear and celine
three of them keep don ans phone
i already called around 30 times
none of them ans
i started angry and worry abt my dear
coz dear wasnt feeling that well
i wanted to throw my phone on the road either =.=
i continue call.....
finally dear answered the call
i straight scolded him after he ans the call
he said :"dear, where did you go? come inside lar..."
before i step in
i was wonder why the whole station one light off?
then i heard someone on stage shouted my name
"JENNY!"
its PizzaHut!!
i damn shocked he was there
everyone was looking at me walking to the stage there
then,
i saw my darling leeyen,celine,chunkiat,my dear and other friends
holding two cakes and cupcakes walked out from the kitchen
everyone in station one sang bday song included the two singers
awwww~
PizzaHut took the mike and said
"jenny,will you sing a song?"
=.=
blablablablabla.......
end up i went up the stage and sing
情歌by 梁静茹
specially for my dear ngjiacheng <3
it was my very very very first time sing song in public to my own bf
the singer told me i have a nice voice :)

well,
i don know you guys whether know what im talking about
but conclusion is i really very touched of what my beloved friends had did for me
and my dear too
he came even though he was having a little fever
and so sorry coz i scolded him
but i really damn worry about him that time

PIZZA HUT
DARLING LEEYEN
BAOBEI CELINE
BABE PEKYEE
LENGZAI CHUNKIAT
MY BELOVED DEAR

thanks for the surprise!
the best bday i ever had

and not forget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABE VERONICA
hope you enjoy last night :)

steamboat next tuesday!
woohoo~~

dear,
drink more more more water
rest more more more
hope you get well soon
i worry you

deeply appreciate what you are having now

duck duck says
"dont worry,be happy :D"

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-01-09T16:46:00.005+08:00

party tonight
:D

dear not feeling very well :(
hope he will get well very soon
muakzz~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY
BONNIE TAN!

she is a very good basketball player

enjoy your big big day!
like you told me that day
"our love no need to show out,just need to feel"
awwww~
love you too la bonnie! :)

有人告诉我
“真正爱一个人，是爱他/她的全部，
不管是缺点或优点，
依然还是很爱他/她
而不是要对方改变才爱他/她的”

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-01-08T19:07:00.003+08:00

enjoyed today with
-my dear
-darling leeyen
-babe pekyee
-chun kiat
-pizza hut
:D

count down for my bday
im waiting the day :)

i saw colourful rainbow today

got my salary today too
weeeee~! :D
but i still need to control
for future use

im happy today! :)

因为我太爱粘你了

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-01-07T17:40:00.005+08:00

found these pictures in celine's blog
took it few days ago

and today
went to sunway a while
coz wanna book station one for this saturday plan :)

they left me alone :(

new guy appear in my blog
i know =.=
he is chunkiat
the one who gek until i wanna vomit blood d =.=

the blurry of us

Lok Khai Venn
went to USA for his further studies
cant manage to go KLIA today coz having class
although we know each other not that long
but you are a nice guy
and please smile more :)
coz you looks quite fierce when you are not smiling
heehee...
by the way,
best luck for you all the way!
my dear surely miss you until crazy :D

i cant wait for my bday!
i miss all my girls!!!

missing you like crazy

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-01-06T19:27:00.002+08:00

so bored! =.=
regret not follow my dear to setapak :(
new friend for today
-chun kiat-
anyway,thanks for fetching us :)

finally have the chance talk to my babe charlyn :)
damn long time din chit chat d

im thinking who else should i call up for my bday celebration
=.=

nothing special for today

i just know whole day missing my seichun dear non-stop
T_T

只要两个人一条心
什么难题都会克服
<3

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-01-05T18:28:00.002+08:00

took it yesterday
:)

attend today's marketing class
whole class only four of us and the lecturer =.=
he roughly brief us about those basic things about marketing
well,
i think this subject not bad lar (just for now,future i dont know)
he said he is not a person who will give any tips for students for the final
okay,i have no comment about it =.=

i've dropped one subject
everything done!
i don mind graduate late
but.......
i just don know why my heart just feel so uncomfortable
keep worry about, will it influence my future and stuffs like that?
certificate? internship?
ahhhhh~~ >.<
i need more seniors' opinion :(

meet up with dear today :)
saw his new hair colour
i think it suits him
and i like this colour
aiya, forgotten to take his picture =.=

you are mine and im yours
the only us

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-01-04T19:44:00.002+08:00

nothing much for today
i just feel something very weird from somebody =.=
by the way, i've decided to drop one subject instead of taking 5 subjects
the main reason is bcoz i scare i cant fully cope 5 subjects
useless me...i know...

dear dyed his hair with ash green colour
i hope it wont be obvious
*coz of my dad =.=*

如果要我停止爱你的那一刻
那就是我忘了呼吸的那一天

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-01-03T15:09:00.002+08:00

well,
i got my own plans during the semester three
and i hope it will go smoothly
i wish myself best luck for everything :)

my dear and i wont be outing as often as last time
we need to focus more in our studies
im so gonna miss him lots ♥
we will go through our path no matter how hard is it
♥♥
you know i love you that much
and i know you do so ♥

my weight increasing :(

my dad's self-made porridge was awesome!
taste so good

im waiting to see my girls' Pangkor trip pictures!

im ready for the new semester :)

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010-01-02T17:58:00.003+08:00

went to college for the enrollment
stupid retake subject (IT) spoiled my mood =.=
never mind!
well, there are two subjects which i hope is fun
- intro to video/tv production
- digital image editing
and mr.phang will be teaching in this sem :)

darling leeyen and i meet up with jason at pyramid
had few hours chit chat...

ohya,
my mum mentioned my dear's full name
it was the very first time she mentioned my bf's name :)
and another thing,
my traditional + very strict dad knew our thing
weeeeeeeeeeee~!
it was the very first time my dad know my love story :)

一张撕过的纸
不管再怎么努力地接回去
它还是会留下那被撕过的痕迹

（但如果拿来环保，它还是能做回那完整无缺的纸）

xoxo
jenny

adios

2010

2010-01-01T20:21:00.016+08:00

im back!
damn enjoyed my last day of 2009 :)
let pictures do the talking...
damn freaking tired =.=

my seichun dear
darling leeyen
rayray
:)

not forget,
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010

best wishes for everyone
and myself :)

getting closer second by second

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-31T00:04:00.003+08:00

5

4

3

2

1

!!!! :D

last day of 2009 going end soon
ready for 2010

im going for my countdown party!
woohoo~!
will be back tomorrow

fully enjoy everyone :)

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-30T17:42:00.002+08:00

不知道为什么
今天突然很想写华语
昨天，林恬晶又发脾气了 :(
害得两个人的心情变坏了
真的觉得自己很没用
很讨厌自己
我知道死蠢一直都在迁就我体谅我陪伴我
一直都很努力每天弄我开心
我都知道
只想和你说声 “对不起。。。”

went to pyramid with my sister
:)

elmo loves you
but i love you more that everything

NGJIACHENG <3

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-30T12:26:00.001+08:00

i.need.you.so.badly. :(

2009-12-30T00:45:00.002+08:00

cant you feel im saying the opposite side of my heart sometimes?
and why?
:'(

2009-12-29T19:45:00.002+08:00

breakfast + lunch at SS19
the famous Pan Mee
with my dear, khai ven and ian foo
we waited around 50 minutes just to eat that pan mee =.=
nothing much for today

i want to watch Avatar :(

suddenly flashed back those memories before together with dear :)

im leaving my life in your hands
i cant get you out of my head
dont care what is written in your history
as long as you're here with me
always...
until end of our life

xoxo
jenny

adios

CHIPMUNKS AND CHIPETTES

2009-12-28T18:59:00.006+08:00

8/10

they are sooooooooooo cute :)

candid shot of dear
lol

my creamy soup

horlick + ying yong

blek :P

me and my sister received Mp3 from my cousin
as belated xmas present
thanks anyway

lazy to write today =.=

i love your tight hugs

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-27T19:49:00.016+08:00

im back from hometown! :)
uploaded some pictures about yesterday
here we go.....

went to my aunt's office

my aunt

my uncle

lunch at PP Cafe
Pulau Penang Cafe =.=

my ice lemon tea

popiah

hot green tea
(personally love this pic)

asam laksa

ha mee

rojak

mee hun goreng

aunt bought some satay for us

bday cake for my second aunt

evening...
went to my uncle's house for the party

camwhore with sister
while waiting the others

daddy cooking his fried chicken wings

sister's teeth with the otak-otak

charcoal

with fire

those aunties in the house

grandmother with her friends

uncles preparing the bbq stuffs

cousin with the otak-otak

the bday aunt in blue shirt

us with grandmother

the aunties

and today....
porridge as breakfast

my cousin's daughter

outing with my dear tmr!
i miss him lots <3

tired.

capture every tiny thing in life as memory
just like me and you

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-26T15:04:00.002+08:00

going to my relative's house later
bbq + steamboat + aunty's early bday celebration

finished eating my tao fu fa :)

bored! :(

i.m.i.s.s.m.y.n.g.j.i.a.c.h.e.n.g.<3

its not easy to build up LOVE
two souls in one heart

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-25T15:20:00.004+08:00

currently at my hometown now
i miss my dear baby boy so much :(
just came back from saloon
i cut my hair!

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in process

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blek~

i want a hug from you!!! :(

merry xmas

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-25T01:30:00.001+08:00

useless people give out stupid things

tears drop

sorry

2009-12-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

i want to go New Caledonia!!

ALL I WANT FOR XMAS IS YOU

2009-12-24T18:58:00.003+08:00

finally i've done for our very first couple tee :)
idea/designed by me and cuiyen (who did that shirt for us)
simple, nice and meaningful

and i took some shots of it...

without flash

with flash

and the blue love of us

a meaningful number for us

this couple tee done by:

MISS WONG CUI YEN

thanks!!! :D

did my manicure by myself this afternoon
im too bored =.=
so, what do you think about it?

PMR results released
my sister got 5 As and 3 Bs
she cried =.=
she very disappointed about her results

chia,
dont be sad
you already did a good job
really
jie proud of you!
<3

how do you spend your time on xmas eve?

i kissed you

xoxo
jenny

adios

EARLY XMAS OUTING

2009-12-23T22:04:00.002+08:00

outing today!
damn happy!
enjoyed to the max!
:D

last outing with my dear before xmas

darling leeyen, me and veronica

my dear gave me a surprise
he bought my fav foods from different shops
then suddenly appear in front of me
awwwww~
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH NGJIACHENG <3

mash potato from TGI

hot peri-peri quarter chicken from Nando's

horlick ice from Kim Gary

fav fries from Mcd

my fav foods :D
im happy

ray ray with darling leeyen

ktv session!!
they gave us the biggest room
room 57
coz not enough room
four of us in a very big room
weeeeeeeeee~!
we jump here jump there
we run here run there
we shout as loud as we want
we dance as high as we want
we just fully enjoy ourselves!

front view

a small corner for us to play games

a small little stage behind the long sofa

another screen behind

then,
headed to Tasty Pot for our steamboat buffer :D

tom yam soup and herbs soup

fucking happy today!
talk non stop...
laugh non stop...

and,
im touched of what my dear did for me
hope you will love my xmas present for you
cant manage to celebrate xmas with my dear
coz going back to hometown :(
nevermind!
we still got an outing on 31st of dec!
whole day!!
weeeeeeeee~!

i love you and i really mean it so much

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-22T20:19:00.002+08:00

last day of work! woohoo~!

outing tomorrow! woohoo~!

forever???
:'(

i want to eat you
arrggghh~~ :P

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-21T20:16:00.002+08:00

one more day to go!
yes!!! :)

doing my french manicure now
teehee~ :D
it has been a very very very long time since i last do it

i want to eat cupcakes!! :(
i want to buy a grey colour cardigan!! :(
and i need money... :(

i miss you my baby boy <3

you light up my life

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-20T23:06:00.005+08:00

syok sendiri the whole day

LOL
:)
you may skip if you dont want to see

new t-shirt :)
take one!

take two!

and the back view of the shirt

with my colleague
Nor!
we both are the only part timers

during the shop closing

pyramid still very full
giodano was like pasar malam coz having "buy 1 free 1" sales
sharon last day today
got some sweet compliments from my customers
my relatives came to KL
i ate chips more as dinner
and lastly,
i miss my ngjiacheng <3

half is mine another half is yours
and complete a full heart

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-19T21:05:00.002+08:00

3 more days to go
then i will be free like a bird! :)

surprisingly my dad allow me to stay over my friend's house on 31st of dec
weeeeeeeeeeeeee~!
im so gonna enjoy to the max on that night weih!
im happy! :)

im sad too.why?
my dear going holidays on this coming week
at first im joining them,
but at the end,i cant
coz im still at my homewtown on that day
issshhhhhhhhh~!
im really very sad :(

these few days,pyramid was full like shit man!
especially the car parks
totally OMG!
my friend found the parking lot in one hour plus =.=

rainy day~
and i super duper miss my beloved dear <3

omg!
i cant wait for my next outing!
KTV! it has been one month seen i last went there

手牵手一步两步三步四步望着天
看星星一颗两颗三颗四颗连成线
背对背默默许下心愿

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-18T12:27:00.002+08:00

"i asked you i was PRETTY, you said NO.
i asked you if i was FAT, you said YES OF COURSE.
i asked you if you WANTED to be with me forever, you said NO.
i asked you if you would CRY if i walked away, you said NO.
i had heard, need to leave and, as i walked away....
you grabbed my arms and told me to stay.
you said...
you are not PRETTY, you are BEAUTIFUL.
the only thing FAT, or BIG, about you is your HEART.
i dont WANT to be with you forever, i NEED to be with you forever.
and, baby, i wouldnt CRY if you walked away...
i would DIE."

xoxo
jenny

adios

THE PRINCESS AND THE FROG

2009-12-17T18:52:00.008+08:00

before going out

seichun dear

i know it looks funny and weird =.=
credit by my dear

my creamy soup

my fav ice holick

his fav coffee ice without milk

6.5/10

this movie not bad
some parts are really funny and swt
one part very sad
ray died coz saving the frogs
i dropped my tears weih...
lol

i love this crocodile
he was so cute
haahaa...=D

ray
who died at the end

penang trip with dear?
i cant go ='(
pangkor trip with my girls?
i cant go ='(

fuck!
>.<

xmas going back to my hometown
boring xmas for this year
haizz...

i need outing with my girls!!

i miss you my dear

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-15T23:05:00.003+08:00

another rainy day

thanks to zhenyong who accompany me for my dinner
but too bad lar,
my break time only one hour
not enough time to chat
how sad...
outing next time! promise! :)
by the way,
hope you will solve your problem asap
you know what!
i'll always be there if you need any help
good luck!

i fucking miss you
my dear ngjiacheng!

catch me when i fall

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-15T00:00:00.007+08:00

sharon!
during her working time

and my turn

meikuan with her new bought canon camera
:)

my dear,
happy anniversary
<3

"I LOVE YOU"
three words say it all

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-13T23:09:00.002+08:00

eating my ginger bread man now :)
today my mood damn good
my customers gave me a lot of compliments about my serving
weeeeeeeeeee~

dear told me about the new year eve plan
hope the plan will on
*fingers crossing*

holding until the end without any regret

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-13T11:39:00.003+08:00

okay
finally got the time to update my blog for these two days

the day before yesterday...
my ex assistance supervisor of Crocs came to visit me
FENDY :)
(current supervisor of Lot 10 crocs)
he gave me my very first xmas present of this year
my beloved ginger bread man!
weeeeeeeeeee~~
he still remembered i love ginger bread man
then,
he treat me a delicious lunch
we chat non stop during my lunch time
and he bought me my fav dark chocolates too (its a surprise actually)
awwwwwwwww~
im touched :)

i miss the previous branch of crocs members:
Azran
Fendy
Ijad
Carol

all of us was like a big family
i heart them a lot <3

now?
i cant even go in their world
especially the assistance
issshhhh!
never mind,
9 more days to go
and i will be resign!

tagline of san francisco coffee shop

its very cute
dont you think so?
:)

yesterday...
customers was full like shit weih
the sales quite high

and and and!
finally drank my fav starbucks drink
-mocha frappucino
:)

60 days <3

my heart talking to yours

xoxo
jenny

adios

MOVIE DAY

2009-12-10T18:30:00.003+08:00

9/10

nice movie!
funny + disgusting

the little zombie

the clown zombie

these are the survivors:
Tallahassee --- a crude and hard-ass guy
Columbus --- a smart and cute guy
Wichita --- a sexy and tough girl
Little Rock --- Wichita's sister

this movie is like a road trip comedy with zombies attacking them every now and then
in order to survive in zombieland,
Columbus has a set of rules which everyone should take note:
Cardio --- you'll need to run a long way from zombies or be eaten
The Double Tap --- one hit to zombie is never enough,second hit to be make sure they're dead
Seat belts --- you will never know when you will crash your car in order to survive
there are a lot more rules in this movie
go watch people!
=D

i got frightened by that clown =.=
seriously
my dear either,he was like suddenly jumped
lol

went shopping after movie
bought some clothes
weeeee~~~

CROCS warehouse sales start from tomorrow
11/12/2009 to 13/12/1009
at The Mines LG5
10am to 9pm
up to 70%

i feel every single of your heartbeats

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-09T19:46:00.003+08:00

emo again =.=
being so sensitive
i mean me myself!

just a fucking message
and my mood damn freaking down
i don know why am i so care about that
who the hell are you man!

it suddenly make me think of that stupid guy who hurt me deeply
promised me whatever shit email me leaved me gave me a fucking excuse
end up,just because of his ex
my friends scolded me wake me up
its really hurt and suffering

suddenly feel insecure
scare of been hurt again
think this think that
fuck!
i really don know what happen to me today
i cried in front of my friend
i just cant keep it anymore

trying best to pretend nothing
but,failed
such a failure!

i need you badly

xoxo
jenny

adios

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2009-12-08T22:57:00.005+08:00

spot me in staff room
mirror reflection of fitting room

saw this in today's newspaper:

news about hanyin stroked by lightning at usj 6 basketball court

his shoe

his shirt

the basketball court

two bar of dark chocolates as my dinner for yesterday and today
stupid period pain make me don have the appetite to eat
=.=

thanks to yeheng =)
who accompany me around 2 hours at my working place
chat~ chat~ chat~ chat~ chat~
nonstop!
if not,i will be dead in bored =.=

在爱情世界里，谁的责任比较大？
男人？女人？

暧昧让人受尽委屈

55 days <3

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-07T22:54:00.003+08:00

TAN HAN YIN
3/1/1989 to 6/12/2009

many people will be attend his funeral tomorrow
even our lecturers going too
heard one of my friend said that astro showed the news about him
most of friends still cant really accept the dead of him
may he rest with love

period pain was driving me crazy
arrrgghhh~~~

rainy day

i appreciate you <3

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-06T23:43:00.003+08:00

cant believe my friend just passed away T_T
he got by the thunder while playing basketball
dropped my tears after knowing the news from my other friends
it was so sudden
haizzz...

TAN HAN YIN
hope you rest in peace

:'(

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-06T10:59:00.002+08:00

*you can skip if you dont want to read it.thanks*

i had a bad dream today
its so real and scary
i dropped my tears after woke up
suddenly feel so scare
i need you badly

im useless
really useless
im trying to change
but....still the same
what am i suppose to do?
im lost T_T
theres no point if i keep crying here
making the others feel bad coz of me
im fucking useless
to the max

how?

i feel so sorry

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-05T23:08:00.005+08:00

try it. feel it. buy it.
if not,leave it then.
=.=

mum and dad had a loooooooooooong conversation because an ice cream
=.=

sis and dad keep on shouting because of the football match today
=.=

me?
sitting in front of my lappie
waiting my dear finish work
it already became an activity which i need to do for everyday
even though im tired from working
dont ask me why
im just willing to do it

sales today was very good
some of them was busying about the coming warehouse sales
arranging some stocks inside the staff room
some of us was busy serving customers
i love to play with all those kids
they are so adorable
=)

a friend tagged me in facebook
and
make me flashed back my memories to the month which having english class
april of 2009

the big gang of mine
"zhu yok fan group"
has it own story inside =)
we spent time all together whenever we go
i still remember one part..
we skipped class went to klang to eat bak kut teh
3 cars with 22 peoples
we was so anjoyed
there are too many memories which we made together
in one month time

took this on the last day

playing with peggy's lappie in the class =)

now....
all of us had separated due to the different courses we took
no matter how,
april of 2009
will be forever in my mind
the happiest moment when first step in college
=)

i miss your lips

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-04T23:20:00.002+08:00

i talked Cantonese with customers
duration was like around 5 to 10 minutes
all about the shoes
for those who really know me,
then will know how "good" is my Cantonese
LOL XD
but, my Cantonese improved d lar compared with previous me
friends will laugh like shit =.=

who do you think you are?
you do not have the qualification to control me
ask me to do this do that
cant you think about yourself before you ask people to do it?
fucking big fat pig!
isshhhh~!

im tired

LAUGH without caring any image
is my style

xoxo
jenny

adios

2009-12-03T23:10:00.004+08:00

finally the manager came today
very miss him
dint see him for a very long time
we just keep talked and talked non stop
laugh and laugh non stop
my colleagues was looking at both of us
lol...

lunch at KFC
with my favourite cheezy wedges + extra cheese
sat near by the window
and i saw this

the dark sky

today's time passed quite fast
im in very good mood i think
=)

i can feel your body temperature
and your deep breathe

xoxo
jenny

adios